Don't you just hate when you are always second best, when you are the second choice. I don't have a best friend, or really any friends to say the least... I'm just that one that's good to talk to when the above isn't around and I will always be that person. It makes me sad because sometimes nobody will help me if I need them, but if THEY need help I have to listen or they just think i'm a horrible friend. I always have my phone, I am always logged into Skype, and various other things so if my friends need to talk to someone, they have me. But most of the time they just skip over me and complain later about how nobody was online to help them,